On June 13th, I went to see Gland and Dumplings at Howlers. Brazilian Wax was supposed to play, but one of the members had car trouble. Another band, Aloe, was then going to play but also had some issues. I didn't even know Brazilian Wax had dropped when I saw that Aloe had dropped, so I was pretty confused. Luckily, Scott Fry Experience agreed to play, and everything was saved! I didn't get to see Scott Fry, because I got there late.




Dumplings played first. It was a very solid set. Jon's guitar sounded super good, and the audience was super into all of the songs! This is maybe the best set I have seen Dumplings play, but they are always awesome!





Gland, from New Orleans, was next and last. They had a very tough look, reminding me of maybe like L7 combined with a Bufu Records band. Combining Babes in Toyland-esque riot grrl with a sort of Mötley Crüe attitude, Gland was super loud and rocking. They were maybe a little too loud. It was very energetic though, and the songs were good! Check out that awesome bat on the bass too!



And that was it. Gland was super nice, and I got a shirt and their 7" record, Is A Conspiracy. Then I helped Dumplings load some gear into their car, and I went home. It was a quick night, maybe a little too quick, but that couldn't really be helped with the lineup confusion. I wish I didn't miss Scott Fry, especially because his band is composed a little differently these days. I'm sure I'll get to see the at another show, and I hope Gland comes back sometime soon too.

A few years ago, I wanted to go see Pharmakon when she was here in Pittsburgh. I didn't really know anything about her musick, but there was a lot of hype about the show. Based on what I had heard and read about online, I was sure that I would like it though. As I do sometimes, I didn't listen to anything because I wanted it to be a surprise. When the time for the show actually came, I didn't go, but I know a lot of people that did. It seems like some guys got really handsy and creepy at the show with Pharmakon, seemingly using her audience baiting as an excuse. It was upsetting to hear that, and I wondered what I would do if that happened at an event I was at. When Pharmakon played at the Shop on May 23rd of this year, I found out.

Let's start at the beginning. The show started a bit late. It was sold out, and a few people got tickets at the door. I think I have seen the Shop more packed in the past, though the audience grew throughout this show.


First up was my friend Margaret Cox. Her set was really cool, though there were a few technical issues. I don't think it really detracted from anything. Experimental musick is experimental; sometimes things don't work. I don't know exactly what the device she always uses is (some kind of magnetic tape reader), but it is always interesting. This set was sparse at times, and it fit the mood of the room. There were awesome textures and cluttery sounds. It was a little eerie.

At this point, I saw a person that bothers me a lot. I won't explicitly name this person, but he has caused a lot of problems for people I know and was a jerk to me when I used to hang out with him. He has sexually assaulted and harassed friends of mine. Some people didn't want to be there because he was there and felt scared. I got so mad and confronted him about the things he had done: the sexual assaults, the manipulation, bullying, sending fucked up messages to people online, just general abuse and creepy behavior that he has never apologized or made himself accountable for. He said he didn't do those things, but he did. It amazes me that someone can still try to deny things they have been doing for years, but, of course, nobody wants to be the bad guy; nobody thinks they can do these awful things to others.


Back to musick! I thought the second person to play was Container, but it was actually a guy named Twig Harper. He was in Nautical Almanac, who I saw in the same room years prior. I don't think he was actually listed on this bill. Despite that, Harper's set was amazing! He played some sputtering, spastic sounds. It wasn't pretentious or pointlessly loud with no substance as noise can be at times. This was actual artistry. Is that unfair to say? Harper seemed nervous, and it made him endearing to me.


Container, from Providence, Rhode Island, was actually up now. He took some time to set up, so I went outside for a second. It was obvious when he started to play. Here were the obnoxiously loud aspects of noise. Everybody was really excited to see Container play, but I didn't like his set at all. It was loud dance music with some breaks and feedback swirls and stuff. I don't really like that kind of thing. The crowd really filled in at this point though.



Pharmakon was finally up, and I was really excited. As I expected, she played loud, with actual force and teeth. She walked through the audience like Moses parting the Red Sea. She brushed up against people and acted aggressively. Naturally, this brought some old-fashioned creepiness to the forefront; some guy, who I had just met outside, different from the previous guy above, started to rub her head and brush up against her. Thinking quickly, I pushed the guy and told him to cut it out. Beer spilled all over everyone, like the aftermath of Mifune's sword. The guy seemed confused. Pharmakon pushed up against him and returned the favor. She patted his head; she screamed in his face. It was awesome. I was still pretty upset, based on all that had happened earlier, and I pointed at the guy. I yelled at him. Since she already had it under control and probably didn't want any actual bloodshed, Pharmakon pushed me out of the way and sat me down on a bench. I just thought, "well, yeah, I understand". When I tried to get back up, two people wouldn't let me. They yelled at me and told me that I was causing a problem. I pushed them out of the way. I guess I was causing a problem. I don't think what I did was necessarily helpful. From how I see it, her giving it back to that dude is the whole point. It's a whole thing about baiting the audience to punish them when they act out of line. I felt kind of stupid. I don't know if vigilantism is a paragon to uphold, it certainly didn't make me feel good, and I am not sure that I actually helped anything. I don't know if it was wrong or right, or how to really define those concepts.

So after Pharmakon's set, I took a walk. I talked to a friend on the pfone. When I was walking, I saw that guy crying on the sidewalk. I felt bad for him but you also shouldn't touch people without their permission. After my pfone call, we had a long talk about apologizing, acting responsibly even under the influence, and how I thought that he wasn't a terrible person even if I thought what he did was wrong. Everybody lived happily ever after I guess? The End.


Actually, there was one more band, Wolf Eyes. I have enjoyed the Wolf Eyes side projects I have seen, but when I saw Wolf Eyes at Spirit in 2015 I was bored. I missed some of the set when I was talking with that guy. What I did see of their set, I enjoyed. It was dense and sludgey and droney. It was not boring though. John Olson's horns added a lot to the set, as I feel like they do in every project he is in. They have such a cool timbre and texture, a manifestation of the Detroit wasteland. Wolf Eyes' "too-cool-for-you-to-the-point-of-parody" was somewhat subdued here. That's the thing that really bugs me about them, and it's an example of what I meant above in that little diatribe about a lack of substance. Noise bros are scum. My former friend above is one of them. This whole post is a bunch of weird rants and awful stories, so it's okay if you missed it.

I'm glad I went to this show, even though it was so crazy. It reminded me of those good times before I knew that my former friend was so awful. I'll be talking more about those rose-colored, naïve lands of the past soon. This is a new world, tempered by fire and steel, with the same roaring blood that fed the weird soundscapes of the Roup days. Since that time, I didn't go to a lot of shows, because I was so busy with work and school; everything seemed different too. I think things are different in a good way, but there are a lot of cool sounds to see if you are courageous enough to seek them out.

Over the weekend, on June 11th, Sorry I'm Dead played a benefit for political prisoners. It was at a place that I have never been before called Goathouse. It was a house with goats. The goats were cute. Here is a goat.


Since this was a show, there were bands, three others besides my own. Just like the house, I was unfamiliar with the other bands. Two of the bands, SAP and Haz Lo Correcto, were on tour, and Thief In Your Head was from Pittsburgh. Sorry I'm Dead was up first, so we set up in the gross basement.

Our set was pretty good. It was a little goofy, because there was no microphone stand; we almost attached the mic to a vacuum! Thief In Your Head let us use their cymbal stand instead. We did some of the faster songs, including a new song called "John Wayne Is Dead". There wasn't a lot of room to move, so there were not any cool rock moves, and it was hard to look at my lyrics sheets, which I usually do right before each song. I still think it went okay; it was a furious and energetic set. We received many compliments, but we were way different than the other bands.



Thief In Your Head is a wild band, so cool! They combine elements of noise rock, black metal, and hardcore; it's much more unique than it sounds like it would be. The songs were pretty complicated with interesting parts and a lot of dynamics. The guitarist/bassist sounded like Sonic Youth at times! The entire band was really on it, and the vocalist was super fun to watch. They said they didn't have any other shows coming up soon, but you should definitely watch for this band!



SAP is a queercore band from Kent, Ohio. The band members all had a unique look; unfortunately, I did not get a good picture of the drummer. Their songs were political, topics ranging from Tamir Rice to gaslighting and environmental issues. The microphone, which was screwed up since the beginning, really started to short out for SAP until the guitarist from Thief In Your Head found some tape, and the show could go on. They played super fast. The guitar had a cool fuzz-tone, the drums sounded kinda thumpy, and the bass was really solid. It was a little like Hüsker Dü with a fiercer singer, really cool stuff!



Haz Lo Correcto, from Philly, played last. I couldn't get into this band at first. The guitar and bass were pretty muddy, and the snare drum was super tight, with no breathing room. Towards the end, the bass and guitar seemed to clean up a bit, so Haz Lo Correcto's set still turned out pretty good. The vocalist was really cool. It was cool to hear a song about Narcan and not abandoning people with opiate problems. Though I have never used any drugs myself, I am not at all unfamiliar with the awfulness that heroin and painkillers bring to people's lives. The last song they played was also awesome. It wasn't as loud/fast, with some cool Stooges/Velvets drones. Haz Lo Correcto's set definitiely wasn't perfect, but it ended on a high note.

I don't know how much money was raised. Unfortunately, there were not a ton of people at this show. It wasn't super sparse either though. As is usual, the really good shows are not well attended, but this was a new venue as far as I know, and it was a little out of the way for a lot of people. It was definitely a fun night with much camaraderie.

I have never listened to Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds. There, now you know. It's a dark secret, hidden away from the eyes of the astute music fan friends that I have. To admit something like that would be akin to social suicide, a death sentence to be plunged into the dregs of unpopularity and disbelief. However, this all changed last night, because I saw Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds live, somewhat on a whim. And yes, I had heard the Birthday Party before, so I was not that uncool.

I got to the show right before it was set to start, 8pm. My friend Dan was waiting for me. He had gotten tickets from someone who couldn't go; the show had been sold out since last year, and it was very expensive. We ended up paying much less than we would have considering we were almost in the front row of the Carnegie Music Hall of Oakland. There was some confusion over where our seats were, and we were initially seated wrong. Eventually, another usher came over and showed us to the correct, and better, seats. The seats didn't end up mattering though because Nick Cave invited the crowd to come on down to the front! It's always weird to me to see that these kinds of bands are playing these kinds of places, and I guess performers like he and Iggy Pop feel strange playing there. "Beautiful, but impractical", Cave called the theater.


The show was exciting! Cave's six-piece band was skilled and loud but not harsh. The instruments included the rock standard of drums, guitar, and bass amongst violin, piano, various percussion instruments, and possibly a synthesizer. Warren Ellis looked like a wildman on violin with his long beard and enormous movements. The drums were heavy, booming like a chariot of the gods or some other Bonham metaphor. I expected the bombast and mostly loved it. Perhaps it was a little jammy at times, some would say self-indulgent. I like slow builds though. The only thing I didn't really like was the sequence of dreary piano ballads towards the middle. It went on a bit long.


Cave himself took to getting right up to the audience. He was much more human than I expected. He clearly showed off star power, which left a true impression on me, but he was not standoffish. He appreciated the audience's desire to touch him, to enter his dark world. Right when we got down to the floor, Cave crowd-surfed over us, and later he had listeners reach out and feel his heartbeat, literally. It was a different take off of what I expected.


Cave's voice is deep and somber, at times spiking out to harsh pins. The band droned on behind him in a lumbering avant-blues goth. The songs were stories of heartache and death, tragedy and love and longing. Like Tom Waits, Jim Morrison, or Iggy Pop, Cave is a dark crooner unlike his Birthday Party skronking. As I said above, sometimes the band wallowed in the heartache but that is a minor nitpick.

The show went on for around 2 hours; it might have been longer. Projections accompanied some of the musick, helping to keep it fresh. There were howling winds, polarized images of Cave, and a female singer. The band did a long encore of requests after playing for over an hour. I had to pee super bad and tried to hold it. I really wasn't interested in pissing myself, so I left for a moment towards the end to come back to everyone on the stage, gathered like a cult of mourners encircled in green light. It was eerie and quite something to see all the people looking down from the balconies.


This was quite an amazing and special show, one that I will remember forever. It was quite something to be right up close to such a booming powerhouse. The near, and at times literal, tangibility also made the wall between the band and us, as the audience, more noticeable. Right now, I'm thinking about Pink Floyd's The Wall. Roger Waters' tale of disillusionment is real, but it is avoidable too, considering Cave's connection to his listeners. Though I had very little connection to him beforehand, I really felt like I was part of Nick Cave's world standing there in front of all the lights and people. It's something I will never forget.

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A while back, in September 2015, the elusive Russian Tsarlag returned to Pittsburgh. I guess he was also here sometime between then and now, but I missed that show. When I first saw Russian Tsarlag, I was impressed and intrigued; it was like finding an old toy at an antique shop all scuffed up and worn but strangely appealing, a lure to the heart. I knew I had to go to this show, even if I was feeling kind of worn out from an overabundance of school and work. I went to Romeo Street that evening.


The first band to play that night was Last Supper, Josh Rievel and Michael S. I had seen them a bunch back when I was going to noise shows twice a week or more, and this was along those lines, perhaps more solid. Tapes produced strange oblong horn sounds, industrial freight sorting, squeaks, hisses, pops, and severed voices. Michael also played a little shaker egg. It was a good set.


Next, we went down into the basement to see happenin_drainbo (Ken Painter). Ken played a video and mic'd some static sounds from it. Everything seemed pretty tongue in cheek, and I thought it was funny. The two songs featured some pretty quiet sounds.



After going back up to the first floor, Secret Boyfriend set up. He is from North Carolina, and I was totally unfamiliar with him before this set. First he played some pulsating, textural drones that grew in intensity into sharp phaser sounds. Immediately after, he transfigured himself into a mellow, but sad, folk singer, the kind of musick that might seep out of a dreaming brain. This was following by screeching, burbling noise and the clashing of metallic sounds with a melodic undercurrent. I was impressed with the dynamics of Secret Boyfriend's set.




Finally, we went back to the basement. Russian Tsarlag was sitting motionless, a monster movie villain with a plastic bag for a head. He spraypainted that bag while still wearing it, leaving the room to smell like noxious chemicals. I toughed it out though.

The set was presented like an old time variety show with jostling piano and "the patented mop trick". When he actually got to musick, he unveiled a few ambient compositions, before heading down the dark road I saw last time, speaking with the sandman via quiet and eerie guitar songs. He interspersed the performance with more variety show, interview anecdotes. He closed the set with another eerie vocal tune.

Russian Tsarlag is a strange man who lives in the soft focus caught between daytime TV channels. If you get a chance to see him, definitely do it. Though I didn't love smelling spray paint throughout, it was an amazing set and a good show overall. RIP to Romeo Street.

On Friday, May 19th, I went to see a video screening at The Shop in Bloomfield. I got there early with Italian ice from Twisters. It was some tasty ice to eat as everything got set up. Things got started a little later than scheduled, but everything ran smoothly once we got out of the station. The Italian ice was a perfect treat for the show, and I would recommend getting some when you are at the Shop.

The first video shown was Pizza, by Raffael Righez and Marianna Neris from Brazil. It takes place from a first-person perspective as our hero walks around a strange house. They encounter weirdos in a bath and other places that I can't recall. Everything is pretty grimey and sort of like the "Double Life" ad for the original Playstation. Eventually, they end up huddled around a TV with the other weirdos. I liked the world that these weirdos exist in, though I would not want to live there. Maybe I would visit though?

The second video, To Be Weightless vs. To Be Empty, features a gymnast doing some stretches and telekinesis in a cartoony room, like something from Pee-Wee's Playhouse. Objects float around this sparse room and ambient discordant musick plays. It is uncomfortable. The sound reminds me of something I used to hear on WRCT in the middle of the night often. The video is viewable here on the director, Alexa Turnbull's, Vimeo. Turnbull is from Tallahassee, Florida.

Lenny Flatley's yr. still the one was brilliant. After opening with some lines from L. Rob Hubbard, a strange middle-aged woman seems to be answering to an interviewer or maybe telling her story to a radio show. She is clearly a lonely lady, talking about her imprisoned husband. It's sad but funny, and it is funny because it is sad. It is the story of many people, presented so normally. Eventually she takes a shower with her clothes on then awkwardly sings the titular song in a wedding dress. In the end I was sad; the weird cheer whirlwind had worn off. You can have yr own emotional whirlwind and be sad too, right here!

Then there was The Forecast, by sasCha MurmurZ and LAST KNOWN FOOTAGE. This was super funny, an ironic deadpan on new age health and climate change. Day glow colors abound, and executives are fools (as they are). The narration was perfect. The filmmakers are from Los Angeles.

Anna Azizzy's For Retired Gymnast was the last before the intermission. It was a semi-autobiographical tale of parental neglect, bad coaching, the socialization of young girls, and childhood dreams. Anna plays all of the characters in the film, so it is really funny. The comedic timing was perfect, and all of the voices are super funny. The main character, Harper Francis, inhabits a terrible McMansion world. Nobody wants her to do noise musick, and she has to hang out with the vapid, at least in their interactions with her, gym girls. The point is that everybody, including parents are pushed into vapidness. Later there is a video game parody that I found less funny, but it was okay. It seemed a little too obvious. Everybody gets what they deserve in the end, except not really. Anyway you can watch it here. There is more to it than at first glance. Also Anna did most of the musick. It's spooky and sparse.

Then there was an intermission. Nothing happened during this intermission.

After the nothingness of the void, the ginnungagap, Shannon Dailey's His Name is F--- was shown. I missed part of this, as I was avoiding in the void for a second. I must have missed a lot, because I did not remember much when rewatching it (which you can do here). It's a goofy film that starts out strong, but I think it gets a little side-tracked once the named character appears. It's about some good Christian boys doing some naughty stuff. The makeup and effects were not particularly good, though I think that may have been intentional. Seeing a tongue get eaten was pretty gross though.

David Allen's 1.1.88 was next. Allen is another filmmaker from Los Angeles. This was some cool VHS noise, but it went on a little long.

Channels Part 9: Saquasohuh(New Hope for the Dead), by Stu Steimer, was the third post-intermission film. This was similar to the last, but I feel like it had more meaning to it. Abstract textures filled the wall of the Shop. I felt moved, almost nostalgic for the failures of America compared to what could have been or what could be.

Twins, by Alexandra Velasco and Camila Saldarriaga, more coolsters from LA, played next. I loved this film. It was short and to the point. It gave me a bunch of strange ideas for my own projects. The colors have a VHS quality. The music reminded me of the main theme from Hotline Miami, while the plot reminded me of Red Cockroaches. It's an unnerving movie. Just watch it (here).

The second to last film was CUSHLASH by Rem Lezar, the last cool LA person. This was a funny look at music executives or maybe they are recruiting someone for a sports team? The music was funny, and the directing was good. It was more goofy, similar to His Name is F---. There were no weird VHS effects or abstract sound collages here. It almost could have been a well made, early Youtube video.

The final film shown was The Hallucinatory Vanguard, also by Lenny Flatley. The film starts off with some new age people talking about the benefits of LSD or weed (I don't remember which), and descends into some weird Manson Cult vibes. Actually, the whole film feels like a summer of dry heat in the American desert, under the guillotine of the 1970s. The Summer of Love is over. What should the revolutionairies of today do? How should they occupy their time? All you need is love, I guess.

Here are some bad pics while I await the next screening night that was promised to me at this one.







May 21st brought the bands Climax Landers and Sweet Baby Jesus to Pittsburgh's Mr. Roboto Project. I had been kind of avoiding Roboto since I had left the board there. I also started to feel like all of the shows there were emo revival or pop-punk, though things had been moving in that direction for some time. Having no interest in those types of bands, I don't go to those shows.

This show seemed different, and it was. I didn't really know what to expect, but I was excited after a few shows in the last few weeks. I felt much more confident because of the summer, having my own place, and because I was seeing my friends more. Last winter was pretty terrible: depression, isolation, work issues, and financial worries left me a mess. My friend Brian Hecht booked this show, and there were a few people playing that I knew as well. It seemed like a good thing to go to on that Sunday.


The first band up was Blød Maud, who I have seen before and know some of the members of. Patrick Coyle is in the cool It It and bought the Secret Paper Moon tape. Ever since I first saw Blød Maud, I have always liked them. They have a classic post-punk sound akin to one of the bands on the Messthetics compilations, like a louder Young Marble Giants. Along with Ouais, Blød Maud is one of these State College transplants that really brightened the music scene a few years ago. Their set tonight was solid as ever. I think there were some new tracks. I have not seen Blød Maud in quite a while, so I'm not sure. Check out their music here.



The titular band here was the second to play. I didn't listen to Climax Landers before the show, so I had no idea what to expect. Climax Landers includes members of the bands Palberta and Old Table. I don't know those bands either. I do know that Climax Landers is the name of the Sega Dreamcast's Time Stalkers in Japan, but I only just found that out.

It turns out that Climax Landers is really cool! I have been listening to Polaris' "Hey Sandy" and watching stuff about The Adventures of Pete and Pete lately. They would have been a perfect fit for early 90s Nickelodeon. Climax Landers is goofy and free, kind of childish. Their songs sounded almost religious at times, but everything was a kind of noisy but quiet indie-rock. The singer was really energetic, coming into the small audience to hit a tambourine. Maybe he is actually Jonathan Richman? Anyway I felt pretty good after this set.



I took a short walk and came back to find Sweet Baby Jesus already playing musick, This band is most of the same members, but the singer is different. Sweet Baby Jesus is a little more funk/soul, a much more positive version of Baltimore's Dope Body. Their sound is similar to Climax Landers, and, similarly, I felt really positive after they played. You can listen to them here.


Finally, In Arthur's Court started to set up. It took a bit. In Arthur's Court has changed a bunch since they played with Secret Paper Moon a few years ago. This setup had five members, including the band Skeletonized. There were chants and weird horse sounds, guitars, horns, and drums. I think it was improvised, almost definitely in some form. The woman doing the chants said that she got into In Arthur's Court through an ad or something, and I think the person doing the sound effects was just brought in this time. It worked out well regardless. In Arthur's Court is sort of like free jazz/dungeon punk. Go check them out!

Everything ended pretty early and on time. Every band was good at this show. It was nice to not have to close up Roboto all alone, damp and cold, and then ride my bike all the way back to Sharpsburg. This was a totally different experience than when I was last here. The show also helped inspired me to start writing this blog again, so I am really glad I went.

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